All in self centered fear
Why do we find it so hard to let go? Of unhealthy relationships, expectations, outcomes, maybe even that dessert or cocktail we know we don't really need? Authentic happiness can only be found inside relationships that are founded on repeatedly letting go.
Yes, I am an alcoholic. And yes, I own a bar.
Some of my friends recently have asked how I manage, what it's like, what it was like... So I thought I would write and address any lingering curiosities.
As a care taker by nature, it's often hard for me to ask for or receive help. It triggers feelings of incompetence, unworthiness, and guilt.